Parker Abrams ([info]parker_abrams) wrote,
@ 2004-04-09 08:03:00
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Current mood: distressed

Yikes...
Well, Morrigan had one of her underlings spring me from the joint - that's the good.

The bad is... well, I don't know yet. I haven't checked my flist yet or anything. I really really don't need to find out anything yet. Not without getting a chance to fight. So I'm playing the avoidance game right now...

God, I hope I can spin this.


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[info]celtic_queen
2004-04-09 11:44 am UTC (link)
Parker...

We need to talk.

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[info]parker_abrams
2004-04-09 11:51 am UTC (link)
That doesn't really surprise me. Why don't you come over. I have beer and pizza and I promise that Frank will stay put.

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[info]celtic_queen
2004-04-09 11:52 am UTC (link)
Ahh, no. I've too much to do today, what with it being Friday and all.

Any chance you could come in right now? I can send someone to come get you. And leave Frank at home, if you don't mind.

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[info]parker_abrams
2004-04-09 11:54 am UTC (link)
Dammit, Morrigan. I'd rather not have to come over there. I'm not asking for a lot - just the decent common courtesy to not drag this out. You can get here in seconds and you can leave in seconds, so don't give me this bullshit. Let's treat each other like equals for once.

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[info]celtic_queen
2004-04-09 11:58 am UTC (link)
Don't take that tone with me, Parker.

You're the one who got yourself into this situation, not me. So, while I understand you're upset, you've no right to speak to me that way. None whatsoever. You hear me?

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[info]parker_abrams
2004-04-09 12:06 pm UTC (link)
I hear you.

I'm not going into that office, though, unless I'm there to do the job that, by gods, I set the standard for. If you don't want to meet me at my house, let's do it somewhere neutral. But I'm not going to sit in front of a huge imposing desk and cower. I won't do it. I'm sick of it.

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[info]celtic_queen
2004-04-09 12:12 pm UTC (link)
Fine.

Just keep in mind that I've never asked you to cower, Parker. Nor have I ever asked you to grovel or anything else of that ilk. What you've created here for yourself is all based upon your actions. Nothing else.

I'll come by, but only long enough to get your badge, parking permit and anything else that you may have belonging to Wolfram & Hart. Don't make me wait.

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[info]parker_abrams
2004-04-09 12:19 pm UTC (link)
Whatever, Morrigan. None of you, none, have ever respected me or the work that I do. You all think I'm some kind of a slimeball, and maybe I can be, but dammit. I had one bad month, you don't even come to me and tell me there might be a problem, try to help me out as the friend you've purported to be.

You can't even say it to me. You just have to assume I'd figure it out. You can't even look in me in the eye and tell me. You have *always* thought I was less than you.

And to think at one time I thought that maybe I could have found some happiness there. I feel used, Morrigan.

Forget it. Don't even come over. I'll have a courier send my W&H effects. E-mail me the details of whatever measly severance package I have and I'll go on my way, and you can forget about me like I'm sure you're looking forward to.

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[info]celtic_queen
2004-04-09 12:34 pm UTC (link)
You know what, that's where you're wrong. I know for a fact that I couldn't do your job. And, while at times you have been a bit of a slimeball, you're not that way all the time. And yeah, you had a bad month, but if you want to play that game, where were you when my sister was killed? By one of my best friends? Or when my son was missing? Hmmm? Oh, right. I forgot, you were off doing your own thing. No words of condolences there, were there? No. So don't you dare whine to me about not being there for you. Did you ask for help? Or was it after you violated the body of another one of my best friends, performed some crazy ritual and got yourself arrested that you asked for help?

I'll send someone over with your final check and the details of your severance package. Make sure you don't keep any client files, Parker. You won't like what happens.

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[info]parker_abrams
2004-04-09 12:46 pm UTC (link)
Fuck you, Morrigan. I've given everything I have. I don't have the emotional resources to be a shoulder to cry on. I did what I could when I was needed. I'm not some angst-bunny like Cole, who, I should mention has done FAR worse things and not even gotten a slap on the wrist. So fuck off.

And you can keep your goddamn client files, I don't want to see any of it anymore. I'm through with this supernatural garbage.

I have nothing left to give you. Nothing. I'm... I'm through. I'm...

so sorry

I have to go now. I have to feed... I have to feed Frank. I'll... I have to go. Goodbye Morrigan. Tell Balor bye for me, too. Goodbye.

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[info]celtic_queen
2004-04-09 01:00 pm UTC (link)
...don't have the emotional resources to be a shoulder to cry on...

That says so much, Parker. About everything in your life. Doesn't it?

And don't you dare compare yourself to Cole, Parker. Don't do it. The things he's done over the years -- far worse than anything you could ever comprehend, regardless of what you have in your little files. I was there, Parker. I know. He's suffered far more than you ever could, and for the most part, his angst is justified. You have no conception of what he's dealt with. He's had exponentially more than just a mere slap on the wrist, but you don't see that because you don't want to. All that matters right now is you, and your suffering can't be outdone by someone else, am I correct?

Fuck you, Parker. You have no idea what life for him is like. Nor do you have any idea what it's like for me, either. The worst thing you've ever done is fuck some poor girl who thought she meant something to you and left her to cry herself to sleep over you. I've committed heinous crimes, and I pay for my sins every day when I look into my son's face.

So yeah, fuck you Abrams. You think you know, but you have no idea.

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[info]parker_abrams
2004-04-09 01:05 pm UTC (link)
God just leave it Morri. Leave it. For God's sakes. I can't take this anymore. I'm done. I'm done. Please... I can't... I can't... Please just leave me alone, forget about me, please... I don't... I shouldn't...

I never meant to hurt anybody. And I can't do it now. Please just go. Please. I have nothing. I'm just... I didn't mean it. Please... just leave me. Please.

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[info]celtic_queen
2004-04-09 01:08 pm UTC (link)
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Fine, whatever. Just have your shit ready. Someone will be there within the hour.

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[info]2002mini
2004-04-10 02:28 pm UTC (link)
Wow

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